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Posted by on May 6, 2019 in Blog | 0 comments

Isn’t Game of Thrones Really Just Porn?

This is not exactly news, but in case you live in a cave, Game of Thrones (GOT) may be the biggest thing to hit TV since The Sopranos and Breaking Bad.

And, consequently, as the series heads into its last season, there are a ton of questions surrounding it. Stuff like…

Who will live and who will die?
Does Jon Snow really prefer Starbucks over Dunkin Donuts?
Who will sit on the Iron Throne and does it even matter?

And then you have these questions too…

How many sex scenes will there be?
Isn’t Game of Thrones really just porn?

Of course, the last question mostly comes from the Christian or religious audiences.

First, let me tell you I can’t answer most of these but I can kinda answer the last one.

Isn’t Game of Thrones really just porn?

In a word, no.
Not technically.

It certainly doesn’t fall into the “genre” of porn. I’m pretty sure the porn industry would agree with that one.

Admittedly, it is well cited that the series has leveraged the prolific use of sex over its past 7 seasons, even hiring six different “porn stars”  to handle some of the more graphic sex scenes.

But while this might be distasteful to some, the reality is that “sex sells” and the creators of Game of Thrones are simply just taking full advantage of that marketing truism. That doesn’t make GOT officially “PORN.”

So then if GOT isn’t porn, what exactly is porn?

After all, we have hardcore porn, softcore porn, racial porn, gay porn, straight porn, even food porn.

There are practically more categories for porn than there are characters in GOT.

So what is it?

I can’t tell you how many times we at XXXchurch hear this question.

Is [X] porn?
What about [Y]? Is that porn?
If it’s not porn, then is it okay to watch?

And on and on.

We love to put labels on things and classify everything by a type or genre. Unfortunately, it’s not that simple with porn.

Porn isn’t so easily defined.

There is no checklist.

And to be honest, usually, the REAL question behind these questions is this… “Can I get permission to watch this or not?”

So, here is what I would offer as a practical definition for porn.

Porn is anything you use (watch, read, hear, or imagine) that’s used to elicit sexual arousal outside of your spouse.

In other words, if something gets you excited, then that thing is porn for you.

So, movies can be porn even if they aren’t rated XXX.

TV shows can be porn even if they are on regular cable channels or network TV.

Magazines can be porn even if you don’t have to unwrap them or stand on your tippy-toes to get them off the top rack.

Books can be porn, even if they are called “romance novels.” (Does that ring a bell, ladies?)

Talk radio can be porn even if it’s not on the Playboy channel.

Social media can serve as porn for many.

Your imagination can even be porn.

Now, I don’t say this because I’m trying to label everything as porn or because I want you to go out and sanitize your life of all “worldly influences.” I don’t want you to cancel your HBO, delete your Facebook account (although that might not hurt for some people), and throw out your satellite radios. That’s not my point.

I bring this up because there is a better question than “What is porn?” That question is: “What is porn for me?”

This is the question we need to be asking ourselves.

If you struggle with porn, sex, masturbation, or whatever – take your pick – and you need to ask yourself whether something is porn or not, then there’s a good chance it’s porn for you.

I struggled with porn for many years, and in those days there was a lot that served as “porn” for me that wouldn’t be porn for other people. There were many things that could trigger my desire to go, well, you know.

Stop trying to classify everything.

I hate how we need to denounce something as “porn” in order to place rules on someone else.

Maybe instead of asking these black and white questions, we need to be asking better questions.

Questions that breed responsibility and honesty.
Questions that provoke self-examination.
Questions that get to the real heart of the matter.

Stop labeling everything in an attempt to have super-defined boundaries.

Life isn’t like that. More often than not, we live in the gray, not the black and white, and our struggles are not all the same.

So next time you stumble upon something that stirs those lower regions ask yourself, “Is this porn for me?”

Examine your heart, your mind, and your motives, and if the answer is “yes” then shut it off. Even if it’s Game of Thrones.

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Posted by on Apr 29, 2019 in Blog | 0 comments

Every Time I Visit My Parents’ Home I Feel Triggered. Is That Weird?

Hey, it’s Craig again.

The question that I’m going to try to answer this week is this:

“I tend to look at porn after I visit my parents’ house. Is that a trigger?”

The answer to the question is… yes. If you identify something that triggers this response, then yes, it’s a trigger.

And I think it’s something you should look into. What’s the history there? Does it have something to do with your upbringing? Is it somehow related to childhood memories?

What is it about your parents’ house? Does going there bring up bad feelings or bad memories? Maybe the reason you’re feeling triggered is because visiting your parent’s home conjures up feelings that you’d rather numb than engage with.

When you go to your parents’ house next time, do something that brings you life beforehand.

If it’s too much (and you know it’s too much) then be honest with your folks. You don’t have to tell them everything, but it’s alright to tell the truth: “Hey, I can’t visit for a while because I’ve got to take responsibility for some things that I’ve realized affect me a certain way after leaving your place. I don’t want to put myself it situations that I know will be too tough to handle.”

Dig deeper into the why behind that response. Find out what the root is.

MY FAVORITE QUOTES FROM THIS PODCAST EPISODE

  • If you identify something that triggers this response, then yes, it’s a trigger.
  • Maybe the reason you’re feeling triggered is because visiting your parent’s home conjures up feelings that you’d rather numb than engage with.
  • What’s the history there? Does it have something to do with your upbringing? Is it somehow related to childhood memories?
  • Dig deeper and find out what the root is.

 

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Posted by on Apr 22, 2019 in Blog | 0 comments

I Feel Like Crap When I Look at Porn, Which Then Makes Me Want to Look at Porn Again. How Do I Break This Cycle?

Hey, it’s Craig. The question on the podcast this week is “I look at porn and I feel like crap. But then I look at porn and I feel like crap. How do I break this cycle?”

Well I know that what you’re describing isn’t a pleasant experience, but your answer is actually right there in the question.

You’re doing something that gives you a few seconds or maybe at most a few minutes of pleasure but then afterward you feel terrible. The ecstasy is fleeting and then you feel awful.

If you feel like crap without porn you’re going to feel like crap with porn. I think the bigger question is, why do you feel like crap?

Like really dive into that question. It’s so easy to run away from how we’re feeling and mask it, but spend a moment really asking that question.

Did you have a bad day at work? Did you get in a fight with your spouse? Did you get some devastating news?

Sometimes we blame porn for a lot when instead we should dive deeper to the root issue. If porn was out of the equation would you feel the same?

Ask yourself, “Why don’t I feel joy? Why don’t I have peace? Why am I walking around feeling like crap all the time?”

Obviously adding porn to how you’re feeling is just going to make it worse. So just take some time and dive deep and see what comes up.

MY FAVORITE QUOTES FROM THIS PODCAST EPISODE

  • If you feel like crap without porn you’re going to feel like crap with porn.
  • I think the bigger question is, why do you feel like crap?
  • Sometimes we blame porn for a lot when instead we should dive deeper to the root issue.
  • Obviously adding porn to how you’re feeling is just going to make it worse. So just take some time and dive deep and see what comes up.

 

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Posted by on Apr 15, 2019 in Blog | 0 comments

Help, I Always Look at Porn When I’m Bored

Hey, it’s Craig again. Today, we’re talking about looking at porn because you’re bored.

So… is the problem that you’re bored? Or is the problem porn?

We talk about triggers quite a bit, which is certainly valid, but at the end of the day, there’s nothing making you look at porn. Each new realization about our triggers can either be used as a motivator beyond the problem, or as an excuse to stay in it.

Hopefully, this realization will motivate you to avoid the boredom that leads you straight back into the clutches of addiction.

“Oh, I get it! When I have nothing to do, I find myself looking at porn,” or “I’m on my phone – where porn is readily available – more when I’m bored, scrolling through some person’s feed.”

I mean, if you want something practical, let’s get down to brass tax: fill your time with something else. Learn to recognize boredom, and learn to be aware of the fact that boredom loves to lure you into places you don’t want to go.

After all, what’s that saying about idle hands as the devil’s workshop…?

So, first things first: figure that out. If you’re struggling with porn (or anything for that matter), start writing down the times when you find yourself struggling the most.

I’m not saying be busy constantly, for your whole life, but I think there’s some wisdom in filling up your otherwise-empty time so that when temptation comes knocking, you’ve already got other plans.

If you’re bored, go do something! If you’re sitting behind a computer, get off of it! Get out of your room. Get out of your house.

I mean, do you know how many people I’ve talked to that don’t have a hobby? 

What do you like to do for relaxation? For fun? To relieve stress? What do you enjoy? So many people that I speak with have completely neglected those questions. Practice self-care. Dream and discover what you might be able to replace your boredom with. There’s a big, amazing world out there.

Find a hobby. Find something you like to do (other than “liking” photos on a screen all day).

Quite frankly, you’ve got better things to do with your day than to spend the majority of it jacking off in your bedroom.

MY FAVORITE QUOTES FROM THIS PODCAST EPISODE

  • We talk about triggers quite a bit, which is certainly valid, but at the end of the day, there’s nothing making you look at porn. Each new realization about our triggers can either be used as a motivator beyond the problem, or as an excuse to stay in it.
  • Learn to recognize boredom, and learn to be aware of the fact that boredom loves to lure you into places you don’t want to go.
  • If you’re struggling with porn (or anything for that matter), start writing down the times when you find yourself struggling the most.
  • There’s wisdom in filling up your otherwise-empty time so that when temptation comes knocking, you’ve already got other plans.
  • If you’re bored, go do something! If you’re sitting behind a computer, get off of it! Get out of your room. Get out of your house.
  • You’ve got better things to do with your day than to spend the majority of it jacking off in your bedroom. 

 

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Posted by on Apr 8, 2019 in Blog | 0 comments

Why Do I Look at Porn When I’m Angry?

Hey, it’s Craig.

Today we’re talking about why you look at porn, when you look at porn and where you look at porn. We talk a lot about “triggers.” Some of you are, perhaps, familiar with that language, but for those who aren’t…

Figuring out your triggers means, “Asking yourself why you’re doing something.” Then, after you have asked yourself why, the idea is that you would dive beneath the surface to explore the answer. It’s simple to say, “Well… I saw a billboard that turned me on,” but more often than not, especially if something like pornography is a debilitating struggle for you, there is still deeper work to be done.

Why do I look at porn when I’m angry? It’s like asking, “Why do I go eat dinner when I’m hungry?” Because you’re hungry.

In our Pilgrimage 2.0 series, we talk about specifically about the connection between pornography and anger.

Anger is not only the easiest emotion to defer to, but it also acts as a “protector” of whatever hurt lies beneath. Likely, then, your anger is indicative of a deeper issue. The question then becomes, What triggered your anger?”

This may come as a shock to some of you who read this post today, but when I asked Seth – one of the brothers who wrote My Pilgrimage – about the relationship pornography has to anger, he said that he has a go-to method for getting the point across: He tells the guys in his group to watch all the porn they want.

And why in the world would he do that? Because he wants them to feel. Because just the “permission” given becomes a thought-provoking deterrent from what is normally, thoughtlessly habitual. It forces them to reevaluate why they’re running to pornography in the first place.

So many guys have just stopped feeling. They’re angry and reactionary. They’ve become numb. He wants to force them to feel, because it is in the context of feeling that one is then forced to ask himself, “Why am I looking at this?” And if it’s because you’re angry or you’re bored or something triggered you, then you can kind of back up and go, “Oh, that’s what I need to deal with, not just the porn.” 

The next time you’re upset, ask yourself why. Next time you’re angry, don’t just thoughtlessly run to porn as a numbing agent. Go on a run or go to the gym or go do something else besides just sit there and dull yourself in front of a computer screen.

Porn, oftentimes, is just something you’re using to medicate a deeper problem. It makes you feel better or numb or distracted from what you’re really feeling in the first place. And you can’t work on your addiction until you figure out the underlying issue.

MY FAVORITE QUOTES FROM THIS PODCAST EPISODE

  • Figuring out your triggers means asking yourself why you’re doing something. “Why” is an indictment, and it forces you to dig deeper down for the answer to the real question.
  • Anger is not only the easiest emotion to defer to, but it also acts as a “protector” of whatever hurt lies beneath. Likely, then, your anger is indicative of a deeper issue. The question then becomes, What triggered your anger?”
  • So many guys have just stopped feeling. They’ve become numb. And so when they’re forced to feel they can ask themselves, “Why am I looking at this?”
  • The next time you’re upset, ask yourself why. Next time you’re angry, don’t just thoughtlessly run to the porn as a numbing agent. Go on a run or go to the gym or go do something else besides just sit there and numb yourself in front of a computer screen.
  • Porn oftentimes is just what you’re using to medicate your problems. It makes you feel better or numb or distracted from what you’re really feeling in the first place.

 

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